Chaotic(Chords)

	        
            Bb                                 Dm                                                     
I have this paralyzing fear that I'll maybe go nowhere 
           C                                                                                                                        
But God forbid me ever admitting I could be scared 
            Bb                                           Dm                                                   
And I can't stand my friends right now we got nothing in common 
          C                                                    
But being lonely's worse than just having friends that don't care 

            Bb                   Dm                                                     
You said it looks like I've been going through hell 
C                                                    
How did you know? How could you tell? 
Bb           Dm                                                     
Ask me to explain myself 
C                                                    
Well 

               Bb                      Dm                                        
I'm trying my best here to be brutally honest 
            C                                                    
Nobody said changing would be this exhausting 
              Bb                               Dm                                                    
A foot on the break 'cause it's been making me carsick 
              C                                                    
How could you blame me? Growing up is chaotic 

Bb                                           Dm                                              
Don't wanna say it but I really think that I miss him 
              C 
It might seem stupid but I still look through all of our texts 
              Bb                                      Dm                                                
Who knew that wanting someone could ever make me this desperate 
                              C 
Don't think that I'll do that again, no 

            Bb                   Dm                                                     
You said it looks like I've been going through hell 
C                                                    
How did you know? How could you tell? 
Bb           Dm                                                     
Ask me to explain myself 
C                                                    
Well 

               Bb                      Dm                                        
I'm trying my best here to be brutally honest 
            C                                                    
Nobody said changing would be this exhausting 
              Bb                               Dm                                                    
A foot on the break 'cause it's been making me carsick 
              C                                                    
How could you blame me? Growing up is chaotic 

    Gm                              Dm 
And maybe I'm just blowing all this shit up in my head 
C 
But I can't help it 

No, I can't help it 
Gm                                Dm 
Fooling myself thinking that I'll never love again 
C 
Goddamn I felt it 

I really felt it 

Gm                              Dm 
Maybe I'm just blowing all this shit up in my head 
C 
But I can't help it 

No, I can't help it 
Gm                                 Dm 
Spending too much time on things I know that I'll forget 
           C 
But damn I felt it 

               Bb                      Dm                                        
I'm trying my best here to be brutally honest 
            C                                                    
Nobody said changing would be this exhausting 
              Bb                               Dm                                                    
A foot on the break 'cause it's been making me carsick 
              C                                                    
How could you blame me?
	        

Written by Greg Kurstin/Tate McRae/Victoria Zaro