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verse 1 A#m Why I feel like I've been in this place before D#m I just can't take no more F# G#7 I just can't smile like I'm still me, I just can't fake no more A#m D#m I try to be all I can but that wasn't enough for them F# G#7 We can't find love so we replace it with these drugs again A#m I drink from this bottle dog it's my only friend D#m I'm so scared to be alone again F# Fake smile on my face G#7 I just can't keep pretending like I don't pretend A#m And my little homie?s doing twenty five D#m If God exists why he never try F# To show us that this life is more than pain G#7 Cause is hard to live when you?re dead inside A#m And they say I?m worthless cause I ain?t a Christian D#m Like turn a church into a fucking business F# They killed Jehovah, didn't leave a witness G#7 And these preachers crooked as these politicians A#m Politics, religion, I don?t see the difference D#m They crucify me cause I?m speaking different F# Who the fuck are they to judge? G#7 Tell me you or you to criticize the way I?m living A#m 40 ounces for the pain D#m I ain?t been the same since I?ve seen my pops cry F# I might be light skin to you G#7 But I?m still a nigga in the cops eyes A#m They ain't stopping til' we all die D#m Mama I just hope you understand F# I just couldn?t take the pressure. G#7 Mama, see I tried my best to be a better man A#m And you might know my story dawg D#m But you won't ever know my pain F# And she was all I needed G# Now this bottle is my Novocain A#m Trying not to go insane now D#m Trying not to go insane now F# Trying not to go insane Hook G#7 A#m They say lately I ain't been the same D#m F# G#7 A#m But they won't ever know my pain D#m F# G#7 A#m And I know lately I ain't been the same D#m F# G#7 A#m D#m F# G#7 I just never really show my pain, my pain verse 2. A#m Yeah, man I can't feel nothing no more D#m Fake love don't cut it no more F# Homie, I've been drinking so much G#7 Nothing staying in my stomach no more A#m I can't even feel the pain inside D#m I can't keep living in a lie F# Yeah, I might be breathing just like everybody else G#7 But I still don't feel alive A#m Every night man, I hear a pistol poppin' D#m Make me feel like God ain't really watching F# Watch out for the snakes, they steady plottin' G#7 They wanna put you in a cage or in a coffin' A#m Now a days, these cops just wanna kill D#m No love in the streets, don't wanna feel F# What I felt when I heard my lil' brother passed G#7 I'll never get him back A#m But yo I still, know his soul is still roamin' on the streets D#m Now I just hope he's watching over me F# Now I just keep on praying G#7 I've been trynna' talk to God but these demons never leave A#m I know I lost myself along the way D#m I was just too scared to fade away F# Now they all keep begging me to stay G#7 But I can't be here another day A#m So I drink from this bottle til' I feel numb again D#m I've been tempted by these drugs again F# I know I ain't been the same G#7 Momma told me she just wanna see her son again A#m I just wanna see her smile again D#m I don't ever wanna see her cry F# So I lie and say that I'm okay G#7 But, I've been plottin' on my suicide A#m And you might know my story dawg D#m But you won't ever know my pain F# And she was all I needed G#7 Now this bottle is my novacane A#m Trying not to go insane now D#m Trying not to go insane now F# Trying not to go insane Hook G#7 A#m They say lately I ain't been the same D#m F# G#7 A#m But they won't ever know my pain D#m F# G#7 A#m And I know lately I ain't been the same D#m F# G#7 A#m D#m F# G#7 I just never really show my pain, my pain
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