Verse 1:
Em
I'm backing up my shit, smoke shit in the cars
C
I can fit and I'm just driving as far as I can get
G
Away from these problems, to all my sorrows I forget
D/F#
What's tomorrow like, 'cause tonight I'm starting life again
Em
Kids in the corner won't stop fucking my ignoring
C
Besides psycho when I fantasize
G
Starting my whole life over, yeah right, oh and I might go and
D/F#
Get hypnotized so I don't even recognize no one
Em
I try to look alive because there's nothing like
C
Holding your head up high when you're dead inside and I just hide so in
G
Case you're wondering why my insides showing
D/F#
'Cause I done spilled all my guts and know some minds so I'm
Em
Picking 'em up and stuffin' 'em back
C
Fuck it, I've done enough in this rap shit, recovery brought me nothing but back
G
To right where I was and perhaps
D/F#
This could've been my victory lap if I wasn't on the verge of relapse
Verse 2:
Em
It seems to be the reoccurring main thing
C
The shit I would daydream as a kid, I was eighteen
G
I went from an irate teenager to still raging
D/F#
Is it though amazing, back then I put eight thing
Em
Into the rhyme, whether it was sad, mad, happy
C
Or angry, I spit it, the mainstream, I hit it
G
Blame me, I did it, did what?
D/F#
Hailie, baby, I didn't mean to make you eighty
Em
Percent of what I rapped about
C
Maybe, I shoulda did a better job at separating
G
Shady and entertaining, for real life but this
D/F#
Dang thing is still the hardest thing to explain
Em
It's the craziest shit I ever seen him back then
C
It was like I ain't even bother taking into consideration
G
You one day bein' older and may hear me say things
D/F#
I did it, pay me, and be, it just ain't me
Em C
Okay, so ladies and gentlemen this strip away
Everything is the main reason that I
G
Feel like a lame piece of shit
D/F#
Or should I start cranky and bitter, complain, beef and pick up 'bout the same things
Em
'Cause when I, look at me, I don't see what they see
C
I feel the same greedy and lately I've been contemplating
G
Escaping to get away and go whatever this road
D/F#
Takes me, it's making me crazy, what's in my?