Trauma(Chords)

	        

Intro C  G  Em  Bm7 

C 
Growing up I never had a lot of money 
G 
I never had a phone 

Always was a little hungry 
Em 
Used to find it hard to sleep 

When I could hear my mother sobbing 
   Bm7 
I was ten back then 
        C 
I didn't have a room 

Had to buy used shoes 
             G 
I hid behind tunes 

To avoid abuse 
    Em 
And every time I fell 

I would blame it on myself 
                  Bm7 
Even if it was an accident 
C 
Maybe it's not what I want 
G 
 Oh, I've seen better days 
Em                       Bm7 
 And the moment fucking sucks 
C                               G 
 But I'll be damned if I don't stop 
                   Em 
And, honestly, why not 
                     Bm7 
When nobody gives a fuck 
                            C 
But sometimes I just can't help myself 
G                   Em 
  I wanna give up trying 
                          Bm7 
And start doing something else 
                        C 
Sometimes I just get overwhelmed 
G                   Em 
 I know it's in my mind 
                        Bm7 
But I think I need some help 
                                C 
'Cause sometimes I just can't help myself 
              G 
I was an outcast 
                                 Em 
Thrown out to dry and get laughed at 
                     Bm7 
Too shy to talk about home 
                                          C 
I always thought life was supposed to be cold 
                   G 
And, oh, I've been so 
             Em 
Lost without hope 
                                  Bm7 
I got a window in my head, it's a casket 

You know I be wishing I was dead, but I mask it 
C 
Maybe it's not what I want 
G 
 Oh, I've seen better days 
Em                       Bm7 
 And the moment fucking sucks 
C                               G 
 But I'll be damned if I don't stop 
                   Em 
And, honestly, why not 
                     Bm7 
When nobody gives a fuck 
                            C 
But sometimes I just can't help myself 
G                 Em 
 I wanna give up trying 
                          Bm7 
And start doing something else 
                       C 
Sometimes I just get overwhelmed 
G                  Em 
 I know it's in my mind 
                        Bm7   
But I think I need some help 
Because it's all I know 
My hands around my throat 
Pray that I won't let go 
This time around 
But every single time 
I try to shut my eyes 
I see the reason why 
               C 
I'm not alone 

Sometimes I just can't, but sometimes 
             C 
I just can't help myself 
G                 Em 
 I wanna give up trying 
                          Bm7 
And start doing something else 
                       C 
Sometimes I just get overwhelmed 
G                  Em 
 I know it's in my mind 
                        Bm7 
But I think I need some help 
                       C  
Sometimes I just can't help myself
	        

Written by BoyWithUke