Verse 1:
C
I know it's been a minute since we last spoke
Been every type of bitter this year
Fmaj7
There's something sentimental 'bout the thought of it all
But your tears are all I hear
I should've loved you better
Fmaj7
I wish I could have been there
I wish we never met so maybe then I wouldn't see you everywhere
C
But you're so independent; need no one but yourself
Fmaj7
I don't know how you do it inhibition for my guilt too 'course
I mad a mistake
Pushed you away, so I grievd your loss
Killed every single memory, killed every thought
Fmaj7
Killed everything
Bridge:
C Fmaj7
The comfort of your arms was the only thing I knew
Fmaj7
Getting out of bed, is easier than it should
C
Silence in my car
Fmaj7
Was the furthest route i tried
C
Used to feel so glad
Fmaj7
When I had you by my side
Verse 2:
C
Waking up at night, ripping out my hair
Fmaj7
I'm used to having fights, used to hurting everybody that I care for
It's unfair, everybody lives their own life
C
That I'm never there for, and I lie and I steal time from
Everyone who ever cried, when I cry, lights on
C
You can put it on my grave when I die
Fmaj7
At the top of the plaque, 'Here lies in his tomb a fucking waste of a man'
Fmaj7
I got to learn to let go
I got to learn to move on
Got a lot I don't know
Fmaj7
I have to learn to let go
If I don't change who I am I'ma die before I'm old
C
But I can't help but hide myself behind my world of lies
I made to cope with who I lost I killed you here