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I'm gettin' older, I think I'm agin' well
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I wish someone had told me
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I'd be doin' this by myself
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There's reasons that I'm thankful
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There's a lot I'm grateful for
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But it's different when a stranger is
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Always waitin' at your door
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Which is ironic, 'cause the strangers seem to
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Want me more
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Than anyone before (anyone before)
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Too bad they're usually deranged
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Last week, I realized I crave pity
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When I re-tell a story
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I make everything sound worse
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Can't shake the feeling
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That I'm just bad at healing
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And maybe that's the reason every sentence
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Sounds rehearsed
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Which is ironic, because when I wasn't honest
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I was still bein' ignored
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(lyin' for attention, just to get neglection)
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Now we're estranged
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Things I once enjoyed
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Just keep me employed now
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Things I'm longing for
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Someday, I'll be bored of
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E|t's| so we-------------ird
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That we care so much, until we don't
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I'm gettin' older
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I've got more on my shoulders
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But I'm gettin' better at admitting
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When I'm wrong
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I'm happier than ever
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At least, that's my endeavor
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To keep myself together and prioritize
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My pleasure
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'Cause to be honest
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I just wished the word I promised
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Would depend on what I'm givin'
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(not on his permission)
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(Wasn't my decision) To be abused, hmm
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Things I once enjoyed
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Just keep me employed now, mm
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Things I'm longing for
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Someday, I'll be bored of
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E|t's| so we-------------ird
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That we care so much, until we don't
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But next week, I hope I'm somewhere laughin'
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For anybody asking, I promise I'll be fine
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I've had some trauma, did things I didn't wanna
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Was too afraid to tell ya
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But now, I think it's time
Written by Billie Eilish/Finneas O'Connell